Saying Goodbye

Saying goodbye has never been easy for me. I'd rather hold on for dear life and bear the hurt as long as that person or object was still there. Well I used to feel this way anyway. This week I've said goodbye or had the words goodbye said to me in some type of format. Do I feel bad? Actually ... I don't. For I know that some 'goodbyes' were for the best. It hurts to know that an individual who was a part of my life for so long is gone ... FOR GOOD. But it feels good to know that I can physically and emotionally move on to better things ... healthier people. So I'm cool and at peace with saying 'goodbye' ... it wasn't meant to be b/c if it was then it would have been.

This week I said goobye to my blog ... Emotional Rollercoaster. And I think that hurts the most! So many of you read my pain and probably felt the exact same emotions I projected in my blog. And for some reason your comments and words of encouragement have helped me to either see my own faults or accept the faults of others and move on. I hope that those of you who frequent Emotional Rollercoaster (well with the exception of one) will visit my new home and show me just as much love there as you've shown here.

As you venture to my new spot, bear with me ... I have to rebuild myself and heal all over again from my recent separation. But just know that once I'm healed and I've been re-born ... I will be a different and more assertive Systa Soul.

In the words of my godson ... HOLLA!!