Death By SUFFOCATION
Mr. Energetic has transformed himself into Mr. Suffocation!
Y'all pray for me or better yet come save me from this tragedy!
Ok, first and foremost, I like dude. He's cool as hell. But he is KILLING me slowly (Mr. Suffocation, remember) b/c he wants to see me everyday. And when we are unable to see each other he sounds so disappointed. And on top of that, he sometimes POUTS ... what GROWN ASS man pouts!?
It's driving me crazy b/c I didn't expect for things to turn out this way. Here I am on the cusp of graduating from GSU with a Master's degree, trying to buy a house, finishing up on my weight loss regimen, as well as an assortment of other things. I did not allocate a huge portion of my time to being spent with him. I know I said I could see him as my significant other but time ALWAYS tells the tale. And as of today, I don't see that happening. I don't see him as my dude. He requires too much time and attention ... and right now I don't have that to offer. Our conversations have been downgraded to a casual 'What's up' and 'What are you doing' instead of the conversations we had initially. Things have changed tremendously between us and right now I'm not sure I want to continue dating him.
One thing is for sure though ... he is SUFFOCATING the shit out of me ... I honestly believe he's trying to kill me!!
Thoughts?

1 Comments:
yeah, i think u just need to drop it. when the convos die off i lose interest. it makes me feel as if the spark was just that, a quick spark.
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